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In the pilot episode of ( S1E1cap S 1 cap E 1 ), Tony Soprano famously tells his therapist, Dr. Jennifer Melfi, that he feels like he came in at the end of things and that the best is over.

I’m supposed to be the sad clown. Laughing on the outside, crying on the inside. I run North Jersey, I put food on the table, and I make sure everyone gets their taste. But at night, when the house is quiet and the Prozac is sitting on the nightstand like a little white flag of surrender, I wonder what it's all for. [S1E1] Tony

The world is moving too fast. People don't value the things they used to. But I'm still here. Heavy. Standing by a pool that's suddenly way too big, waiting for a couple of birds to tell me everything is going to be okay. "The Sopranos" Pilot (TV Episode 1999) - Plot - IMDb In the pilot episode of ( S1E1cap S