The neon sign of the "Umut" (Hope) tea house flickered against the damp pavement of a quiet Istanbul side street. Inside, the air was thick with the scent of cloves and tobacco, but Selim didn't notice. He sat at the same corner table he had occupied every Tuesday for three years.
He remembered the night she told him she had to leave. "It's just for a while," she had whispered, her eyes reflecting the shimmering Bosphorus. But "a while" had stretched into seasons, and seasons into years. Every night, the lyrics of Ali Seven’s song echoed in his mind: I waited for many nights, I looked at the roads. Ali Seven Cok Geceler Bekledimmp4
Selim didn't answer. He just watched the raindrops streak the window like tears. He wasn't just waiting for a person anymore; he was waiting for the version of himself that was happy, the one that existed before the silence began. The neon sign of the "Umut" (Hope) tea
He checked his pocket watch—a gift from Leyla before she left for the city across the sea. It was 11:45 PM. The last ferry had already docked, and the streets were emptying, yet he remained. He remembered the night she told him she had to leave
The waiter, an old man named Yusuf who had seen a thousand heartbreaks, placed a fresh glass of tea on the table without being asked. "The rain is starting, Selim. She won't come in a storm."
As the clock struck midnight, he slowly stood up, adjusted his coat, and stepped into the cold rain. He would walk home, sleep fitfully, and tomorrow, he would begin waiting all over again. Because in the world of the lonely, the waiting is sometimes the only thing that feels like home.